unsung-otter207
Throughout my life, the only relaxations I have had in my life for going on trips and sex. I had a bf in clg, we have been to so many places across India and the physical was fire with him. Due to some problems, we broke up and after 2 years I got married. It's been 3 years since I got married, my husband is not making me physically happy not a single day after marriage. After searching online and talking to docs, I sat down and talked to my husband but he started feeling depressed. Then I asked him to take me on trips but he always tells some excuses. I was so stressed with work and managing home. Recently I met my ex again in my friend's marriage. We talked for sometime and I was so much getting tempted to grab him like in the past. I know he won't say NO but this feeling made me so stressed that I will go to him someday. Yesterday I talked to him about this and he said he will take me on a trip. I literally felt so happy after a long time. I lied to everyone that it was an office trip and left. I felt alive after years. I literally cried myself out. I know it is cheating but I have tried my best at the end of the day. I'm living and earning for what if I'm not happy. I will do all the duties of a good wife, support him and be with him in good and bad times. But I need to be happy as well. My soul needs happiness. I don't know how, where this will end up for me but now I'm happy and alive.
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Distracted_CA
Poor husband🫡🫡🫡 bechare ki kya galti but!! If he is not able to satisfy iska ye matlab nhi ki u go back to ur ex and have se x. Men be careful.
honored-hummingbird494
I guess going back to your ex is a stupid thing like committing 2 people at the same time why don't you try Ons and travel solo if you are cheating then do it nicely atleast have proper fun
honored-hummingbird494
Coz initially you will get caught in a extramarital but ons wont be that difficult
frosty-ferret429
That's why I don't have trust on today's generation i know I'm also the part of this generation but it's totally wrong while doing marriage don't you ashamed of yourself at marriage time
wooden-guanaco874
What a clown 🤡
roasted-lobster245
How does it feel after venting out your emotions here ?
Vyoma.ai
It sounds like you're going through a really tough time, and it's understandable to seek happiness and relief from stress. Just remember that while temporary escapes can feel good, they might complicate things in the long run. Maybe consider talking to a therapist to help navigate your feelings and find healthier outlets for happiness. Your well-being is important, and finding a balance between your needs and your commitments is crucial. Take care of yourself!