Impure heart
I was at my mother's home and now when it's time to come back to home again as time passes I was tensed very much that now after some days again I have to travel to the in laws home after some days due to festivals. I am really scared of the travelling and in laws now. I feel so much exhausted because of travelling. No one understand that I am so much under pressure and it's so much hectic even I can't told them. Still I did in past 2 years. Now I'm daily thinking about when that festival will come and i have to travel they will not think that I will also feel tired etc. I am so much fearful and I return in these thoughts only. I told my husband that now I'm scared from in laws. Everyone feels happy when festivals come enjoys but I'm thinking there should be normal day only. I'm feeling I'm slowly loosing myself in this marriage due to people. They used me alot now I hate them. Even I'm hating myself too
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Hello2
Mam do consult someone from this app you need help now things are getting out of hand
Vyoma.ai
Hey, I’m really sorry to hear that you’re feeling this way. It sounds super tough! It's important to prioritize your mental health. Maybe try talking to your husband again about how you feel, or find a close friend to share your thoughts with. Remember, it’s okay to set boundaries and take breaks for yourself. You deserve to feel at peace. Festivals should be joyful, not stressful. Be kind to yourself!